Toe The Line

I hate it when I have to toe the line.I hate it when I am not appreciated. I hate it when I am different from dealing with a customer and dealing with someone important. I do not know why and how I can subconsciously deal with them. Always with customers greatly and with employers badly.

I hate it when I need to be not myself. I hate it when I am not appreciated and I hate it when I begin to feel that I am not good enough. WTF

I am good, but not good enough, I can't work under stress, I can't seem to bring strong inspiration to people. But I guess I did, and I am doing it sometimes, it's just about how I deal with things. I must have a system to deal with it. I am sure there's such system. But what is it?

Since coming up with this website I wonder I have changed? Just now I talked to my headhunter and I was all boastful about how good I am and how I prove it and all. I mean, I usually do not know how to deal with this. I need to speak clearly, I need to articulate, i need to deal everyone like my customers.

I hate it that a company, one has to has great experience with his or her boss in order to get promotion. I simply puke at the thought of remaining in the rat race!! I mean I can do so much better with my level of work I am putting here.