Uncertainties

There are many uncertainties going on right now. Very exhausting brooding over it.

I want not to lift the veil of my future fearing the worse-case consequences. And am combating the invisible power call destiny. My destiny I've fought over for many years, I accepted it for a very long time. When I began to work towards changing it, I realize the impossibility. I can't change my destiny. It's heart-rending to acknowledge it. But I can't really grasp the extent of this curse. Maybe it's real, maybe it's real, maybe it's real.

 

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Boohoo

I lost, I got 2^nd runner-up for the humorous contest. Damn I am bitter when I lose when I think I should have won. This is shitty. I hate this. I thought I was the best and reality always always come bite me in the butt. This is so disgusting.

Is it possible knowing everything but still remain hopeless

 

Yeah, I can attest to that, maybe that skill and my character just do not match

No stupid answer. Any other has other answer?