life seems hopeless sometimes

It seems like the only way is out. But it's just too painful. Too painful

A man has to do what a man has to do!

Exam is near, I will not become lazy, I will trudge through like these are my last days....

Seriously This Serious

Seriously the gen X who wants to climb up the corporate ladder better be prepared to fight tooth and nail with the gen Y.

They are climbing so fast that the Gen X who are at the end spectrum of the range age is going to lose out.

Generation Y learns thing faster, with the help of the internet and PC's, they are more outspoken and they know what they want, with all those idolization culture we have here.

Generation X is the 'lost' culture. We were torn from the conservative, less discerning, over-pampered, over-hitched with marijuana parents, and the need to exert our self during our formative year, only now we are starting to move up the corporate ladder.

If we do not work harder, we could lose out.

They are gaining in!!!! Watch out!!!

I need to be ready, which I am not but I am going there

I dun think I am ready, I am not ready, I will be ready

I need to prepared to be ready

regards

If only the world ends

Human beings are meant to suffer. We are useless being who care not but make ourselves miserable for no apparent reasons. Reasons like because others have them, because it's the norm, because it's not fair, are the usual unsaid reasons for becoming rich, for becoming successful, for becoming a celebrity.

If people were to live usual, and common, without any one stand out, nobody will stand out. NOBODY!!

Because of human tendency to compare, they put it to themselves to achieve what others have. Damn.

So the only solution is for the world to end. To go kaboom!!! NO one survives. Sufferings has ended. In fact suffering has just begun, only that animal usually are not aware of the sufferings anyway. So it's ok

Miller's Law

I will strive to uphold Miller's Law.

Miller's Law says that believe that what other people are telling you are the truth, and imagine the consequences of what he/she says. This way you will try to understand what people are saying.

The folly of communication often is caused by people do not try to listen to others. Think they understand with assumptions that potentially destroy relationship and causes fighting.

By extending your thoughts with Miller's Law, you are setting yourself up for a better relationship. As far as I am with my boyfriend I do not assume, because it is so easy to assume that he wants the best for me. As for others there are possibilities that whatever they said could be misconstrued as trying to cause harm to me.

I am not sure whether I get into trouble posting this photo. Hehe Notsure where this come from. But anyway, I am stuck here in this stupid jam, not sure what is happening to the ever hammed Jalan what'sitname, taxi driver is cursing every other minute, and surprising thing is I am calm.

For now.

I need to be at the airport by 9pm. Now is 7.55pm. Thankfully its a domestic flight, worse case is I will need to drive to JB. or take a next-day flight. But I hope not. I am reaching the traffic light. It's near.

The headache is severe, due to lack of sleep. I need sleep but I could not because I guess the smell in this car is killing me;body odor,and the constant cursing.

Interesting Blogs

It's true, my blog is apart from the awesomely ridiculous six-pack korean hunk photo at my banner, there's is nothing to shout about. That's why I am making a change right now. To feature hot guys, mainly shirtless at the top of all my post. I must be able to attract readers here for a start. Not a single comment coming in. Of course my life is not that interesting.... yet.

Talking about interesting life, I had a chat with this new friend I know whom sexcapade outwits my imagination. I should not hang other dirty linen in this public post, (more so I would expect more readers now that I post hot guys photos) but I could perhaps share some of mine.

Let's see. Hmmm. OK this is tough, but one time I have an encounter with this hot guy, smooth, toned and young, my type hehe. He has this most delicious hmmm,hmm , would this possibly be read by my bf? Maybe not, then again this is just my history. I know I love him.

Anyway, he has this most delicious ice cream (hint hint) I had ever taste, and that was when I was pulling my car at the road side and I went down on him. It was seriously good. I still can remember it even now. We did not stop for too long, worrying suspicion and being found out by wandering policemen, whom I heard from stories tend to recognize sleazy car parkings. Some of my friends were caught and almost got themselves into deep irreversible trouble.

But somehow we were found out. One time we did this sexcapade where I held my hand round his icecream, and were holding the stearing wheel on my right hand. I failed to realise this lorry in front of me with people at the back, standing, straight, staring at my hand, on the lollipop. He looked surprise but without such disgust I thought such people would have reacted. I quickly swerved to the left and accelerated my car to run away from the van just in case he chose to enforce the driver to take chase for me. Well we got away.

Yeah, that was a nice icecream indeeeeed.

Life's Vulnearability

Humans are very vulnerable. There are many ways to kill a human being; direct or indirect ways, forced or voluntary, through pain or through pleasure. The carbons of life is converted more and more to skin and muscle which response and react to the brain of the most conscious mind in the short life of earth.

Randomization creates earth. I trust chemical reaction is the epitome of human civilization, which does not really liberalize us from the sorrow that is our undoing. Just like pouring oil onto water and shake it so that it mixes, human being can be influenced by the chemical reaction that causes them as well as influence the very chemical reaction.

However influencing chemical reaction limits itself to taking drugs or for the old civilization, taking herbs. Herbs are chemicals that intercept natural reaction in the body, to form new manifestations.

Chemical reaction influencing us is the very idea of human liberalization; we just are not in control of the reactions that is happening to us. Because the reaction is just too complex to measure, it is not worthwhile to measure it, and call it entirely by its outer manifestation like being angry and throwing tantrums for example.

What is wrong with that model? That consciousness is a human reaction. There's no way to explain consciousness as a human specialty, for dolphin has been known to produce such evidence, but i choose to associate consciousness with divinity. With divinity I am in charge. I am separated from the reaction and action that I do not condone.