Life's Vulnearability

Humans are very vulnerable. There are many ways to kill a human being; direct or indirect ways, forced or voluntary, through pain or through pleasure. The carbons of life is converted more and more to skin and muscle which response and react to the brain of the most conscious mind in the short life of earth.

Randomization creates earth. I trust chemical reaction is the epitome of human civilization, which does not really liberalize us from the sorrow that is our undoing. Just like pouring oil onto water and shake it so that it mixes, human being can be influenced by the chemical reaction that causes them as well as influence the very chemical reaction.

However influencing chemical reaction limits itself to taking drugs or for the old civilization, taking herbs. Herbs are chemicals that intercept natural reaction in the body, to form new manifestations.

Chemical reaction influencing us is the very idea of human liberalization; we just are not in control of the reactions that is happening to us. Because the reaction is just too complex to measure, it is not worthwhile to measure it, and call it entirely by its outer manifestation like being angry and throwing tantrums for example.

What is wrong with that model? That consciousness is a human reaction. There's no way to explain consciousness as a human specialty, for dolphin has been known to produce such evidence, but i choose to associate consciousness with divinity. With divinity I am in charge. I am separated from the reaction and action that I do not condone.