June 5, 2008

Got myself a sore throat this morning. I mean, oh shit, already afflicted with a curse, and this. Hard times are here. Even though I am well endowed with a nice ogled-at and willingly harassed body. (The night at the party where most gays go these days during their desperate single free time, I was proudly being looked and touched at, something I am quietly jealous of when one of my hotter friend just a few weeks ago got himself  hypercompanied where needed my help to pull him away). 

It figures, I am lacking sleeping time, I'm all stressed out with work, and I have so many things left undone and unachieved, and worst of all the fucking stand fan was strategically placed to blow at my mouth. Yes I was feeding yin energy all throughout the night.

I am kinda in love, I met someone whom I have so much in common with. Best of all he's hot and cute. Only thing is he is quite a distance from me. It's really a good thing anyway, I can keep my liberty while feeling the rush of love making and love fancy. The thing with this love I have not fuck him,nor have I kissed him. Stuff of a relationship I usually wanted, making feeling via communication before the fucking begins. 

I got myself a lot of work today. How does a business arrangement like this sounds like: you sell your goods to this customer, who goes using this goods to serve end-users, he goes national and serve the whole world, got himself a whole lotsa staffs, and the thing is you are paying all his expenses. You have to do annual bribe giving of an outing event with him, sponsoring the whole event, while he is the one who gets all the credit because he needs to please the higher being. After which he gets his profit, with little expenses for his service during the days of the campaign. Now he adds he needed something more, he asks to sponsor him flight to places he needs, even after you already committed to pay for his allowance, daily allowance. 

This is like giving too much in a bargain. It's hardly a bargain! Am I earning money from this sales?

You spend half of your A&P to earn just a third of your sales. And you call this a good business sense?!

Next he is asking for a better sponsor, to Bandung for future bribe and you made a 'gentlemen' agreement with him, about all this arrangement!

And even after all this, he claims that you would send him to France if he hits the 20,000 mark. To France!!

This is too fishy to be true, there's something needs to be done.

There are a lot of unscrupulous acts going on here. Let me list them out again;

1. You're paying too much for this business! What is the ROI? They seem to be hold ing the huge end of the bargain!

2. i am no expert is ethical value here but i can just smell the rot from here. I need to find out.

Will find out.

Cool software of the month is Skype. I know i know, where have I been? Skype is like invented since the beginning of time, and only now I got to use it. I remember the last time I downloaded it but did not successfully downloaded, probably the system unstable. Now, things are improving by the day. One day you think you can;t work this thing out, the next day the solution is only a google away. 

SO yes, I found skype and I found my cutie again, after a long while.  I missed him so much. He's my ... k i gotta sleep....