I had a close shave

It was the usual case. I tried to talk to myself to just conform, just conform, but I can;t seem to understand the conversation. I only know how to look through them. I looked through them. I do not know why.

I am jealous of their focus. I am not focusing.

Then I hate their body language; using fingers to cover their nose. This really riles me as I do not like people find me unattractive because of my bad breath.

I always feel that I am at fault. I always feel that I am unable to control myself.

I must control myself. I must. I must. I must. I must.