SOak Up the Sun

Wanna dedicate this song to my fren, John whom is on a minor hiccup in his life right now(he says it's major, but i choose not to see it that way).

Life is such that we see the bad side of things most of the time. Probably it's because we were conditioned to look that way.

The sad thing about how we were brought up is that the conditioning is not alterable. What's with the cynics usually say "that's the way it is,.."

It might be true, the jury is still out, as far as I'm concerned. But I ain't gonna sit down and fret about it, moaning and groaning about how i wish a proverbial(heavily hollywoodized fantasy) angel

would come and grant me my wish out of the rut. I will act on things that I could and turn my head away from the things I couldn't.

Dear John, I hope you see the light, not at the end of a tunnel, but everywhere. There are cracks in tunnel where light seeps in like the soothing sound of mother. Look for them, crack them open, find openings there

than walking through the whole tunnel. It just so damn boring to think what a tunnel as what it is anyway.